hmmms.
i'm kinda depressed these few daes..
why the fuck am i feeling this wae?
oops.
hmmmms.
sorry,
church mates 
if you are reading this.
i have no choice but to use the f word.
sorry.
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anywaes,
chun hui, xining, and moyi
thanks ferr you 'counselling session' manss.
gloria and cheryl too.
((:
thanks fferr being there when i'm down.
if i knew these would happened,
i would never have told jiajun
my secret
wadd a fool i am.
how i wish i could just die?
wadd the fuck.
)):
DEPRESSION.
i'm not going to cut the wrist.
will i or will i not?
hais~
i'm a FOOL.
a FOOL.
F O O L.
fool.
a dumb fool.
)):
wad the fuckk am i doing in this fucking world?
fuck.
i'm being fucking vulgar now again.
sorry people.
din mean to.
i'm sorry.
))):
hais~
i suck.
the bigggest sucker on earth manns
FUCKK IT MANNS.
FUCK MYE FUCKING LIFE.
hais~
okayy
shall end here.
hais~
DEPRESSION.
all because of you.
why am i such a fool.
to be depressed over you?
why?
FUCK IT LARHS.
))):
wass the fucking problem with me.
nobody is perfect
cause i'm nody.
-extracted from gloria's speech.
hahas
so freaking lame larhs.
FUCK IT LARHS.